I'm Sorry
Saturday, April 02, 2011, 10:47 AM
Its been awhile since i last felt so "EMO"
been busy with the ATEC evaluation i guess..
(NOW IS NOT THE TIME TO BE EMO-ING!!!)
1A is over...1B upcoming
But i cant help but realise how boring weekends can be for me
not boring...lonely shd be the correct words now
everything builds up from the PAST
again...PRIDE issue...i have change-D, mature-D
but it doesnt matter anymore
Friends is a big UNKNOWN to me now
what happen to the circle of friends i used to have?
i guess i fucked it up, a big fuck up
i nv ever though things would end up this way
im impulsive, aggressive, immatured or whatever ways you can put it
im done...im a NEW me
(SOUNDS FAMILIAR?)
just finish the movie "不能說的秘密"
realise that i just disappointed the person who i shdnt be
things were going perfect...i screwed it up
i was too greedy, wanting to have the best of both
but then i realise its never gonna be, i realise it too late
(WAY TOO LATE)
i shdnt have made those promises, those all talk no actions stuffs
i shdnt have promise you things i cldnt get it done
if i ever get the chance to speak to you, meet you
when i say "I'm Sorry"
do take me seriously...because...
i dont know when will i ever get the chance to speak to you again
shdnt have let all these happen, shdnt be distracted along the way
everything was so perfect at the point of time
i was blinded by my greediness....i shdnt have
i would give up anything to change the whole situation
even knowing you will never be mine =)
tkcr...you know i miss you all these while...
