Feeling Empty
Sunday, January 23, 2011, 8:52 AM
It's been awhile since I last felt so empty can't believe I used up my weekend to solve the 1000piece jigsaw puzzle. Oh well can't be help because I used to have this hobby right? Everyone is asleep now except for me. I guess I'm just hungry that's all...maybe there's more then that =) I don't know where to start off from anymore. Maybe it's just like the jigsaw puzzle I have been solving all these while...it's no longer the perfect picture I have in mind any longer...the pieces doesn't fit anymore. Sometimes jigsaw puzzle have missing pieces that make the picture imperfect. It's just happen to be the imperfect puzzle I have been solving since 2years back I believe. Maybe you are right, it ain't suppose to begin with. I thought I have left it back there and then but I guess its just like to lingers around. I ain't perfect, I guess I just miss you that's all. I believe I shouldn't be saying this too now...it's of no use...I should so a better deed by believe that not all puzzle is as beautiful as one fixes it. I screw up the pieces, it's shall be just it is...the other puzzle might just be the perfect story for you. The words, it just not the meaning I want to portray my meanings, I got desperate...I need a smoke...
Labels: Dai Yin Mai
Last Farewell - Big Bang
Friday, January 14, 2011, 7:06 AM
Reality Vs Dream
Thursday, January 06, 2011, 3:40 AM
I Been Slipping In And Out Of My Sleep
An Interval Of 2Hours In Between Of Waking Up
Its Been Like This The Whole Day
I Have Received Calls From Camp And Others
I Have Dream About Things From Camp And Others
I Have Made Call To Others Too
Only To Find Out All Of Them Was Just A Dream
Wearing Jacket With 2 Layers Of Blanket Still
Can't Beat The Cold That Is Radiating Out Of My Body
For The First Time, I Felt Like I'm Dying
I Can't Tell What Is Reality What Is Dream
All I Know Is I'm Running A Fever Of 39.3 Degree Celsius
