I Still Cant Let Go
Sunday, April 25, 2010, 3:55 AM
this week is a HEALTHY week...WHY?!
i went jogging, gyming and bballing in 2days
what more can others ask for? lol
it was tuition, then gym, tuition and dinner celebration
followed by jogging and bballing...feels good that the whole body is aching
finally able to speak whats really been holding on for long
which i though NOBODY will ever undersrand what i wanna say
even if i said it out...but i guess i was wrong
i let it all out, and it feels good and i guess, its really this time
which i should know what should be done
things were just never meant to be, the pieces just doesnt fits anymore
edge are not fitting but just causing deeper wound to each other thats all
now...i just feel good and better abt it
and to this particular friend of MINE!
who says im able to let it go after so long! its just that i doesnt show it
doesnt mean i dont feel the hurt at ALL
weeks are passing fast, 1 more mth to 3rd sgt rank
pay raise, been spending alot, time to cut down again
else ill have to wait longer to accomplish my plans already >.<
next friday POWER HOUSE ^.^ party till the night is wasted XD
its a pre-advance bday for me and fred! wahahah
expecting more and more to come becuz sat im booked too
plans are up, no need to crack head again
Go back to face the past, it'll makes u grow stronger - Sharlene Lau Huang Ji
Labels: I Need To Let Go
21st Birthday!
Sunday, April 18, 2010, 7:22 AM
So many ppl are celebrating their 21st today!
Happy 21st Birthday peeps!
A 21st is a MUST to celebrate man! Many have no ideas of how to celebrate? But why? Cuz they have been celebrating all these years already! Wth right -_-"
Super regret not able to celebrate my 21st to the max la!
Celebrate at a bball court seems abit stupid for me last year!
This year shall not be the same! Shall be a make up =) but again what ar?
Getting drunk and wasted at butter fac?
Must get it plan asap I guess...but like I'm missing a soul mate to be in it...hmmm a social escort will be nice XD but nah! I shall go fish up some to help make it nice! 22nd here I come!
Byebye 21st =') nevertheless, a year to be remembered and forgotten =)
Playboy?
Saturday, April 17, 2010, 9:30 AM
lol to think my mum thinks im a PLAYBOY?
asking me is the gal from where-ever sch
lol...no? then where is this gal from?
my sec sch friend? then 2 different person ar?
of course...wa then each leg on each different boat ar?
wth right?! i dun even have the looks or cash to go ard PLAYING
how would i know <--- thats the answer i got
THX ar MUM! for thinking so "highly" of ur SON
but im shock she still rmbs so many things which i didnt mention much
not updating her might be a bad thing
this sat was a wasted one..did nth much
except camping at home the whole day
but also good la...jsut that kinda quiet when everybody is out
get to rest lots...next week its my turn to drive the 3million vehicle
hopes it doesnt overturn or crash else ill be signing off my ass for ARMY
pay came...$200 does makes a BIG difference to me though
just short of the marksman cash also!!
damm it...everything is abt $$$ now
my ideal dream of becoming my own boss still goes on
but cousin came to me with a new plan ^_^
PUB! kinda stupid ar...but still an ideal one
support me with the capital...but nah
i still prefer to earn my own and strive on my own
he is still too young to understand the business world
nonetheless, im included in it too...i need more experience
i need more planning, starting a business its not as easy as we think
lastly, discipline to doing stuffs is the basic =)
nitez! changes are still on going
Labels: Im Single And Still Avaliable
Accidents Can Be Fatal!
Sunday, April 11, 2010, 1:59 AM
today is not a GOOD day! just witness an accident
so freaking hell sia...but lucky the guy didnt die
just suffered some internal bleeding i guess
hope the guy recover soon enough
ytd was my first time to Pulau Ubin leh!
after like 22years of my life? o.O ridiculous
anyway...was a outing planned by sharlene...thx to her
i got a meaningful day spent out last night
aleast i wont be at home ALONE when mum, dad cousin is in msia
bro outside the ENTIRE day!
went there for fishing and bbq-ing with yh family -.-
abit strange ar...when i tot was only me, shar, wh, yh, paul and fred
pop out the entire family go...but also good la...got more fun
know 2 new kiddo who are damm power! and spoiled i guess XD
but they are cute la...still kids ma
fishing the entire evening with bbq standby for us
fish keep getting on to the bait like free sia
got stingray, stonefish, catfish, flower crab o.O a unknown fish caught by me
and lastly...fucking...EEL! nb...wonder how pauline caught
the crab and eel just by hooking instead of fish biting
Zzz...its fun its fun...took lots of funny picture
which i NEVER though ill do it...as my "pride" always refrain me from it
but i just realise...its again...FUNNY! who cares as long as i have my FUN
waiting for sharlene to post those pics up..didnt look at them
only can hear them laugh like crazy when looking at the pics
just have to stay tuned for it ^_^
everybody seems shock i started lighting sticks
that shocking huh? maybe i shdnt do it infront of them i guess
its too late for everything! just hope the news dont get to my mum
and 1 more good news! i have the cash to buy my computer le ^.^
i saved up lor...wahaha cant believe that its such a fast dream
soon ill buy it, then learn my bike license this year
and thats all...just hope this year past fast, better if faster than last year
still miss those days when i was civilian...but life still gotta move on
things will get better, life will get better too! =)
just bring a gal home to slp, doesnt means she is my gf k! -.-
why does mum always think this away...damm!
so hard to convince her...i slept on the floor and she slp on bed
whats wrong? Zzz..nvm...as long as i know im free of guilt ^.^
once again...packing up liao! =D
TERREX, my new 3m vehicle =)
Who Got The Bigger Balls?
Sunday, April 04, 2010, 3:34 AM
gotta salute u man young 2lt Y J Chia
lol...u finally pop the question that u wanted to ask
indeed u have no more regrets
and u wanted me to ask =)
on the other hand, ask le...got what used ar?
it aint gonna change the fact or anything what
and he goes again...no must ask...so blah blah blah
but he is also right...why?
becuz im the one who asked him to ask
in return, i dun have the balls to ask...LOL
contradicting...but still like i said
ask le got used meh? this is the same thinking as sharlene
so its book in time again...this week gonna be a busy week
ciaoz! and be back on friday with meets up with ppl already booking me >.<
Labels: It Takes One To Know One
SMILE & Everything Will Be Fine
Saturday, April 03, 2010, 9:09 AM
Pack Pack Pack...reshuffled my room already
like finally after years of piles up of books and magazine
GUY's room its common...what's next?
new computer, new table, new room with new decorations!
gundams will be up for display for my viewing
visitors WELCOME =D $1 PLEASE!
its for the viewing of ARTISTIC work!
new course starting up! schedule are always changing
worst! im gonna celebrate my bday on LIVE FIRING
sat burn too...its 22nd which suppose to be super havoc
to make it up for the 21st!!! TMD!
nvm nvm...still got next year
catch up with many ppl this week
practically ppl whom i didnt meet for ages
talking abt the GOOD old times...jokes, pranks and everything under the SUN
maturity level went up, thinking abt it still makes a smile though XD
shall have more groups of friends instead of stick to 1!
lesson learn! things to CHANGE again
get strong once again, and you be able to move on shar =)
never give in to your false hope
becuz humans always fail at this point!
packing still goes on =D