If Only...
Sunday, January 31, 2010, 12:45 AM
If only you told me that you were unhappy
I would do my best to make u happy
If only you werent that happy without me
I would have done my best to get you back
If only you could tell me that im already losing my place
I would try my every ounce of strength to get things right
went orchard ytd for shopping with the guys
shopping for CNY? but got nth in the end
cant seems to find any nice clothes going ard
all are sales and i guess im late for the season
all its either no size or its over pricing
but rather...wasnt in the mood to buy
its been more than 3mths since i last visited orchard
so many changes, making me seems like im a country pumpkin over there
just cant believe it...who says singapore aint moving fast?
certain place changes, certain place remains
passing by all the places i went...each reminds me of different things
its seems like it just happen ytd
everything was so FRESH! i cant help but think through it
hate it...but no choice...it just cant get off my brain
i, myself is also shock that everything was over so soon
hate to admit that i lost it all, but reality, i LOST everything
so what if i have my IPPT gold now? i cant get into OCS anymore
i failed my SOC by barely 8secs? 3rd Sgt for life
maybe better abit? 2nd Sgt
how i wish things btw you and me where as simple as "海派甜心" drama
though just a drama, but its everybody wish isnt it?
reality has never failed in its cruelty
every book in is an EMO one...
I cant put on my mask and smile and pretend everything is okay anymore
Back At Square One...
Labels: I'm Lost, Once Again
