If Only...
Sunday, January 31, 2010, 12:45 AM
If only you told me that you were unhappy
I would do my best to make u happy
If only you werent that happy without me
I would have done my best to get you back
If only you could tell me that im already losing my place
I would try my every ounce of strength to get things right
went orchard ytd for shopping with the guys
shopping for CNY? but got nth in the end
cant seems to find any nice clothes going ard
all are sales and i guess im late for the season
all its either no size or its over pricing
but rather...wasnt in the mood to buy
its been more than 3mths since i last visited orchard
so many changes, making me seems like im a country pumpkin over there
just cant believe it...who says singapore aint moving fast?
certain place changes, certain place remains
passing by all the places i went...each reminds me of different things
its seems like it just happen ytd
everything was so FRESH! i cant help but think through it
hate it...but no choice...it just cant get off my brain
i, myself is also shock that everything was over so soon
hate to admit that i lost it all, but reality, i LOST everything
so what if i have my IPPT gold now? i cant get into OCS anymore
i failed my SOC by barely 8secs? 3rd Sgt for life
maybe better abit? 2nd Sgt
how i wish things btw you and me where as simple as "海派甜心" drama
though just a drama, but its everybody wish isnt it?
reality has never failed in its cruelty
every book in is an EMO one...
I cant put on my mask and smile and pretend everything is okay anymore
Back At Square One...
Labels: I'm Lost, Once Again
2mths
Sunday, January 24, 2010, 2:23 AM
i tot i saw a familiar on one of my nights out
the familiar back, dressing, bag and stuffs
everything seems identical...mixture of feelings were formed
excited? nervous? at a total loss
but on closer look
disappointment? relieve?
totally mixture of feelings
but its all right...things aleast are going smooth
aleast im trying to be contented with what i have now
instead of wanting more even though its not the perfect life i wanted
but still...nothing is fair in this world
LIFE's A BITCH! The Left And The Right Hand Will Never Be The Same
booking in again...its always the same old emo book in like the usual =D
Labels: Suck Thumb
Two Is Better Than One
Saturday, January 16, 2010, 9:56 AM
Everything Will Be Okay
Friday, January 01, 2010, 9:03 AM
busy weeks coming ahead
im lazy to blog now...too lazy
starting to revert back to the past =P
but i guess its OKAY!!! =DDDD
sunday paintball!!! looking forward to it
next week IPPT test..GOLD
soc - CLEAR LOW ROPE! damm it...
that's all for what i need to aim for
definitely, not forgetting OCS
but b4 that, all the top need to be fulfilled
nitez~
im afraid im starting to miss you which i know i shdn't
