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Sunday, January 31, 2010, 12:45 AM
If only you told me that you were unhappy I would do my best to make u happy If only you werent that happy without me I would have done my best to get you back If only you could tell me that im already losing my place I would try my every ounce of strength to get things right
went orchard ytd for shopping with the guys shopping for CNY? but got nth in the end cant seems to find any nice clothes going ard all are sales and i guess im late for the season all its either no size or its over pricing but rather...wasnt in the mood to buy its been more than 3mths since i last visited orchard so many changes, making me seems like im a country pumpkin over there just cant believe it...who says singapore aint moving fast? certain place changes, certain place remains passing by all the places i went...each reminds me of different things its seems like it just happen ytd everything was so FRESH! i cant help but think through it hate it...but no choice...it just cant get off my brain i, myself is also shock that everything was over so soon hate to admit that i lost it all, but reality, i LOST everything so what if i have my IPPT gold now? i cant get into OCS anymore i failed my SOC by barely 8secs? 3rd Sgt for life maybe better abit? 2nd Sgt how i wish things btw you and me where as simple as "海派甜心" drama though just a drama, but its everybody wish isnt it? reality has never failed in its cruelty every book in is an EMO one... I cant put on my mask and smile and pretend everything is okay anymore Back At Square One...
i tot i saw a familiar on one of my nights out the familiar back, dressing, bag and stuffs everything seems identical...mixture of feelings were formed excited? nervous? at a total loss but on closer look disappointment? relieve? totally mixture of feelings but its all right...things aleast are going smooth aleast im trying to be contented with what i have now instead of wanting more even though its not the perfect life i wanted but still...nothing is fair in this world LIFE's A BITCH! The Left And The Right Hand Will Never Be The Same booking in again...its always the same old emo book in like the usual =D
busy weeks coming ahead im lazy to blog now...too lazy starting to revert back to the past =P but i guess its OKAY!!! =DDDD sunday paintball!!! looking forward to it next week IPPT test..GOLD soc - CLEAR LOW ROPE! damm it... that's all for what i need to aim for definitely, not forgetting OCS but b4 that, all the top need to be fulfilled nitez~
im afraid im starting to miss you which i know i shdn't