Tough Time Doesn't Last
Thursday, December 24, 2009, 9:52 AM
guess BRAVO company ain't someone who would expect it to be
one of the most "xiong" company in SISPEC
but im glad that im in there except not in the right platoon
but does it really matter as one is together?
anyway my section aint that bonding afterall..SHITTY
so it motivates me more for OCS =)
COS on this sat...shitty luck
guess there will be more to come in future becuz lady luck aint shining anymore
maybe not at this moment when i need it the MOST!
still havent get my IPPT gold yet...tmd
mummy came to visit my camp today, was one of the greatest heartwarm X'mas gift
from TAMPINES to BOON LAY leh! what more can i ask for travelling there alone
cab home from Boon Lay for $22 Zzzz...damm fucking chor!
cant believe that i actually help out with my mum line dance event
help them carry food ard, took photos, know some new mummy's friends
met fred after that, then its chill out session at mac with the clique
all sharing their army experience now...guess im apart of them now
last time used to be outcasted, now im in it
last time used to complain abt it, now im in it
things changes, i have grown! all said that
apart from sometimes the emo-ing side, but afterall, im fine
shd be able to buy myself a new computer in months down the road
and most prob, a 2nd hand car and motor if i manage to get a license
NEW YEAR = NEW WISH = NEW RESOLUTION = NEW START
everything is NEW, i hope i get to be NEW too!
no plans for tml except for unconfirm movie and house visiting
boring! I NEED PLANS!!!
lets pray i get into OCS, aleast it cheers me up alittle
Labels: Its No Longer The Same Anymore =D
林宥嘉 - 說謊
Sunday, December 20, 2009, 7:57 AM
very nice song...took me awhile to understand whats going on =)
Lied
, 6:40 AM
bro: tml go back outfield lor
me: nb! outfield?! i fight it out with them ar
bro: last time i 1st week also like that leh, you never...
me: welfare WELFARE!! Careeeeeeeeeee for SOLDIERS!
*a funny short conversation i had with my brother, never expect both of us to have this kind of conversation, becuz we always talk with our fist instead of mouth =)*
REASONS IN SISPEC:
DON'Ts:
* Sai Kang Too Much
* Always Caught In The Middle Of No Where
* Not Worth It
DO's:
* For The Income
yup thats the reason im going into SISPEC, hopefully to crossover ltr
gotta turn in soon now, but i just realise i didnt polish my boots yet
wake up timing gonna get back again =D
time to get some exercise working and get myself back into shape
no more junkies for me, healthy lifestyle
good thing is! no confinement! coming out soon again
else ill freaking MISS home! guess im really a mummy and daddy boi!
its on mainland now! no longer travelling overseas *HEHEHE*
its always good to have kids ard you, you know?
they have no troubles except for happiness
their laughter can always brighten up one's day
well maybe not everyone, but definitely mine =)
its when u cheer them up, play with them
the kind of happiness u cant buy with just money alone
so...its either u be the KIDS or the PARENTS!
but peferrable, i wanna be the KID again =D
Journey To The West =)
, 1:19 AM
got back not long ago after sending yj to his camp at jurong
which is just opposite my camp thats all
im still not over the fact that im in SISPEC
this just shows how badly i wanted OCS =)
visited my new camp anyway, tml will be the journey there
roughly abt 2 hours without mp3...WHAT THE FUCK right?
so it was suppose to be a clubbing night last night with pl
after a last minute call from her due to her heartbroken issues too
went dinner at 85 b4 heading home to change for the night
in the end, didnt go down cuz of many reasons
reasons of whichever u can think of, it will be the reason
too many of them to be mention infact
met fabian at a later time infact, wanted prawning at pasir ris
but then again, too many ppl, just go there chill out
went a nearby prata slack, i guess im more suitable for this kind of life
slacking at a nearby coffeeshop...BEST
another why question pop, this morning another one
seems like everyone i sees, they just pop it...SMILE =)
best reply i gave...last day of resting
tml, Journey To The West
"In a sentence of LOVE, often times you have to put a period on something that has to end and not just settle on a comma. In time, you will realize that it's nicer to see a complete sentence rather than a phrase that's completely hanging and doesn't even make any sense."
Disappointment
Friday, December 18, 2009, 8:33 AM
Hate this moment...no...basically, hate TODAY
why? reason is simple...started off with spoiling my mood~
SISPEC...SISPEC! Damm! i wanted OCS, but turn out SISPEC
though the camp its just opposite of each other thats all
but the rank signifies ALOT! btw SAI KANG and SLACKING
ARGH! Suck thumb, SISPEC
then its off to "botak"s chalet again
worst! he told me got 50plus ppl, turn out? less than 20
he sure know how to open his cannon real BIG
go there do more sai kang
Q:sometimes i wonder, since we expect to go there do sai kang
WHY DO WE STILL GO?!
A:for the sake of showing "FACE"
really that important meh? i mean the most lose 1 friend lor
NO BIG DEAL RIGHT?? somemore the chalet is not "clean"
shall skip that, not the first time i encounter "clean" stuffs since tekong
i shall turn in EARLY tonight
hoping tml will be a better day
or maybe....just maybeeeeee, ARMY PMS is coming back again XD
Labels: I HATE TODAY
181209
Thursday, December 17, 2009, 8:22 AM
*Biting Lips*
im nervous abt tml results...what will it be?
pray pray pray!!!
just got back from "botak"'s chalet
another fabulous meal from there! everything is provided
just need to pay the $1 entrance fees and do some sai kang
go there machiam like eating a set meal like that
got appetizer, main course then come the dessert
settle my dinner over there
got laugh at by leonard first thing in the morning
with those questions that i wanted to avoid daily
DAMM!
mum say she already bought my fav dessert, TANG YUAN!
red bean one somemore *slurps*
cant wait for the day that celebrates the festive of eating TANG YUAN!
BALLS! HERE I COME~
ocs! Ocs!! OCs!!! OCS!!!
Labels: The Great Escape
Questions???
Wednesday, December 16, 2009, 9:05 AM
What Happen? Why? How Come?
got tons of question bombarding at me the moment everyone seems to talk to me
be it i started the convo, or ppl started it, 1st question
it just left me answering with a SMILE
becuz thats the best answers i could give =)
but im glad they didnt ask more after that SMILE i gave
met up with zx for dinner at macs again
i think im getting sick, i mean SICK of mac!
but thats not the impt part
he DIScourage me to join the 84km marathon
?_? <---- its suppose to be encouragement right?
yes i got that face! but he meant well afterall
he is right afterall, i have a specialist appointment down the road
how sure am i able to go through the marathon?
But It's All In The Mind, Not The Body <---- thats what they say
so how? 84km? 42km? 21km? 10km?
Sorry =) My Final Decision 84km still
if thats the end of my ankle, so be it!
no regrets left after that...my last marathon like i swear to many others
1 more good news! i know half of my posting already
COMMAND SCHOOL! SISPEC? OCS?
still have till wait till friday to find it out becuz that stupid raymond
he wants to play mind games!!!
not to disappoint myself, SISPEC would be the expected results
lets hope for the best *SMILE*
shd kept it low profile, could save myself from all the embarrassment
some laugh at me, some scolded me & others comfort me
i brought this upon myself =D
i shd be able to handle this well
shd be the most bumpiest ride in my whole life
juggling btw life, army and emotion..GREAT CHALLENGE
ENDURANCE TEST once again =)
Labels: They Said A SMILE Solved Everything
So Not Used To It!
Tuesday, December 15, 2009, 8:58 PM
1 week after POP!!! still not getting used to social life
i guess im truely a ARMY man right now
need some training, some scolding and some forcing
everyday have PT instead of slacking
doing some housekeeping instead of eating ard
think i really need to do some stuffs b4 i get out of shape again
so yeah there was a slight change of plans on sunday
we went down to tampin as planned earlier on due to some unforeseen issue
reach in the noon and i tot i went to the wrong house
its only 10months! READ 10MONTHS! and everything seems new
the surroundings, the flooring basically the whole HOUSING ESTATE!
i cant even recognise TAMPIN itself...its totally NEW
plans were pack full of the day with my uncle who plans it himself
went to visit his new shop bought for extra income
and i just realise, its not that hard to earn extra income
its just how you plan your cash flows problem thats all
i just hope by the time i want extra incomes, it wont be a BIG problem to me
i dont ask to be RICH, but at the very least, able to afford my family
just like how im living right now =)
Malacca shortly after that, went to the shopping centre
which i last been there for 2007 with yj
shop ard with nth much to buy at all, but got a new SHADES =D
dinner was some small bites at a nearby coffeeshop
had my usual!!! Lei Cha - Vegetable Rice
order other many small sides dishes to satisfy my craving
which made everyone almost bursting their stomach after the meal
HOME for the night, ending it with jack neo latest movie
Monday - train home and bball at night
Tuesday- wasted half my day at poly clinic just to see a doc for a specialist appointment and gaming at eugene hse till early wee hours! long time didnt do that but feels good when everyone is gaming next to each other. im still looking for plans till next week monday! so anyone?? else ill die of boredom!!!
Labels: Time To Die Off-
Too Much To Blog About
Saturday, December 12, 2009, 7:24 AM
i think i better blog abit here else ill have to cramp up
one blog post into a super long one
which in the end kills myself BECUZ!
im a lazy and impatient person =D
So it started off with a seatings beside the propeller on FireFly
making my way from the 1st plane from sg to msia, Subang!
activities i plan and packed for myself fully!
not wanting to waste any time here
becuz this is the best resort i can ever find in my life...SO FAR
a place where aleast i can enjoy myself without moving ard too much
swimming, gymming, movie marathon, boxing and lastly, a brand new activity
RIDING! i learn riding on the bike immediately after lunch
guess im heading for my bike license real soon!!
LUNCH was damm POWERFUL ar! something which u will never expect
HOME COOKED DISHES! we had.........
Lemon chicken, Guo Tie, Vegetable Curry, Some Fish Cake Roll
all these high class food and im tasting it at home =D
why? cuz there is a 5star chef cooking for us =DD
plans were so pack that when im done with them, its dinner time
after dinner was movie marathon and i got knocked out halfway
partly due to army LIGHTS OUT timing XD
preparing for the big day on SATURDAY!
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It's a FUCKING big event, thats all i can say!
pardon me for using that word but its the BEST word i can find
WHY?! BECUZ all the Ferrari, Lotus, Lamborgini & Sport Cars
are gather at the HOT tourist spot in KL
for the event, JPMotorsports.
not showing off but its the event organise by my uncle himself
can see all sorts of Ferrari, Lotus, Lamborgini & sport cars
ranging from the 1st generation till the latest one
powerful siol! my uncle even manage to get the govt to close down
2 of the lane for his event!!! in KL hotspot?
unbelieveable, but he did it
took many photos of it, gain the VIP pass
shop ard the hotel lobby with all the branded shops closed?
ok la...most impt was to be there to attend the event and go back home
lunch was buffet at the hotel basement name "Shiok!"
was a really SHIOK buffet!!! stuffs ate is nth like a normal buffet
so totally different...its like different invention of food
good is all i can say for the food
shortly after the event ended, the racer continues to race at Sepang
while my usual anti social clique which consist of
me, my cousin, mum, dad and my auntie went home to slack...HEHE!
home was much better then sitting in the ferrari under the hot sun
home with aircon, computer games and more of MOTOR RIDING!
as usual, once these plans was completed, dinner time again
but b4 that, my cousin did something super funny to me -.-
he left me at the guard house without the motor bike key
when we went opposite to grab some bites
sadly enough, i have to push the bike all the way up -.-!!
lucky its just a 10mins push...but the bike is fucking heavy k!
but anyway, the small bite "strength" just went to the push of the bike
oh yeah back to dinner~ just got off track abit
dinner start off like the usual, rich man dinner
sharkfin, steam fish, pork leg, roasted chicken, some vege
abt 9dishes just for the 7 of us
finish off and im back home watching Paranormal Activities & ZombieLand
Tampin trip cancelled, so i guess ill head back sg on monday
1 more day at KL!
gonna go for more fun and enjoyment!!
but somehow, the surrounding still lingers, familiar stuffs lingers too
its a challenge i guess =)
tata! nights~
Meaning??
Friday, December 11, 2009, 2:22 AM
Vorg,
There are times in your life when you must compromise. Don't let your stubbornness cause you to miss out on a rewarding relationship. Take an objective look at the situation.
Flying Off-
Thursday, December 10, 2009, 8:33 AM
Finally got time to really settle down and blog
been having real tight schedule through these period of time
been on a roller coaster all these while
just finish packing my army stuffs and stuffs for overseas =D
free time to blog like FINALLY!
things have taken place, i have read things out
since like the 1st day of my army book out?
thing read, things done, things kept quiet and things been observe
i kept mum about it, didnt want to mention anything about it
just wanna see how thing goes and it really do happen as i expected to be
not wanting to do anything against it, i let it go without any effort
since i have been observe it from the 1st day, why bother to change it?
been-ing happy is the most important thing afterall right?
now happiness has been found, i guess im able to let go
without any regrets, but still heartaches bound to be found
time is needed, quiet times will carry me through
memories will be haunting but ill be able to overcome them
keeping mum is still my best strong point afterall
nth much to be said now, nth much i can do now
accepting the fact would be the best blessing i could give
wishing all the best would be the greatest gift
controlling myself would cost less trouble
that would means ill be keeping my promises
respecting the decision made
finally got my time to pin all these down
always been wanting to do this, but somehow there is something pulling me back
but no longer it exist, i climb over this wall
one of the greatest wall i ever face even i hit it twice
this is the third
facebook quiz once said i have to survive 3hits
im hoping this is the last one
im starting to give up already
cuzzie is here today =D brought him to watch a bball match
becuz there is really no plans going on in my head!
who can move far after 2 marathons in a week?
not trying to show off but really who can do it?
the team make it far again WITHOUT ME
i guess i was really the burden ONCE
but someone ask me this, do i still wanna play BASKETBALL?
im hesitate to say "YES" this time
more or less, its about "face" i still cant get my PRIDE down
but im glad they ask, it feels good!
just hope they will ask me again the next time round
i wont be the burden TWICE
Once again, my world revolves around Basketball and Family
no more Love =)
Everything is written here, will be said here
If you happen to read it, you got my blessing
If you didnt read it, just let it be like my "Doesn't Care At All" attitude
Loves,
Vorg Kew
Labels: Comes Around, What Goes Around
POP lor!
Wednesday, December 09, 2009, 5:37 AM
POP LOR!!! Today marks the exact 2mths ago when i was enlisted
and TODAY! i pass out from a RECRUIT to PRIVATE lor!
haha everything changes, just that the IPPT i still cant change it
still short of 5sec to GOLD! damm! really damm!
42km run was a bad timing for me too, 5hr16mins!
suppose to be 4hrs PLUS! over estimated myself
then today is the 24km road march, which means i have limited time to rest
MY LEGS!
but still i survived it through
nevertheless, its real fun walking in my section then alone
many things i wanna blog about, but when comes to here
POOF! all gone again >.< guess i really need to pen it down
the parade was great, everyone was really happen
SGT and SIR were all proud of us
we done well Gryphon =)
that's all i can say
flying off this friday, able to see tekong one last time again
plans tml?? ?_?
i hope i get into OCS =X
Labels: It's All In The Mind
J. J. Kew
Saturday, December 05, 2009, 5:45 AM
My initials as title ^_^ (that's becuz i cant think of any!)
woke up rushing down to 300+ to get mum a 19inch LCD tv
but sadly enough, they have no stock =(
hehe so i did something filial =D top up another few hundred
increasing the 19inch to 32inch size LCD tv
shortly after that was travel to yj hse to see them mahjong
b4 heading out for lunch
Macdonalds -.- something which i havent had for abt 7weeks?
so not used to it...anyway, shaker fries is still very nice =)
then it was cycling down to expo to collect my race pack for ltr 42km run
its been long since i last cycle out and i love the wind blowing on my BOTAK head
lol there is no wind resistance for me XD if u know what aero dynamics means
shortly after that was back to yj hse for more mahjong seeing session
till dinner time then its home packing my stuffs for both army and the run
suppose to be slping soon but then i realise i have much more things undone
shd blog a fast one and chop chop to get things done and SLEEP!
but again, im more or less done =)
having a 800ml chilled Ribena now ^_^
with commander appraiser on the other window
& more new updates song on the playlist
im still stuck with no words for commander appraiser >.<
i better start typing and stoping blogging
else ill never be able to slp tonight!!!
ciaoz!
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* I STARTED WITH NO SUPPORTER AND ENDED WITH NO SUPPORTER *
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Sick Again
Friday, December 04, 2009, 2:32 AM
ok this week was a slack and fun week for only the 1st 3days
the last 2 was kinda hell...rehearse rehearse AND REHEARSE!
never have i hear b4 tekong got an event called "Recruits Night"
its an event like CLUBBING la! YES CLUBBING!
except no drinks, no girls thats all
got ppl from outside come play music and all the guys
including ME! oogling at the girls...lol for fun definitely!
now the clubbing kick is coming XD
most prob going for 1 with the army guys soon =P
k skip that first...basically we all have FUN
the best day in tekong for every army guys i guess
subsequent day is also kinda relax till thursday and today
everything was in a rush but we still got early book out =D
now im home unpacking my stuffs preparing for the posting
but b4 that, i still have my 24km ROAD MARCH and POP to complete
but it will be over in a blink of an eye =)
i know it becuz 2mths just went past, things changes
just hope the 2years come fast too
thats shd be all for now!!!
42km STANDARD CHARTERED!!!! HERE I COME!!!
Labels: Somethings Are Better Left Unsaid - Vorg Kew