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Post Army PMS

Monday, October 05, 2009, 9:27 AM

so i guess i aint the only one having this problems
all army guys that is, or is attached will have this feelings
whats so strange for me? =X
its not insecure, its not distance, its not communication
its just...a feeling which i cant explain, NOBODY CAN!
its common everyone said...COMMON
so i guess i cant be blamed
but im sad, real emo-ing
been long time ago since i feel like this though
its worst than quarrels, its like breaking-up
breaking down into pieces, cracks are beginning to re-surface
3weeks im gonna be gone!! omg...cant imagine that
trying to comfort myself...its aint a disheartening thing
it might be a good stuffs, but still...all i get is...BLANK
no answer till the day itself
i dun wanna look forward no more...i feel that i dont have the courage anymore
i wanna fast-forward time...i dun wanna WAIT anymore!
im feeling real emo at this moment at this time
i need a jog...a real long jog to clear my mind
BECUZ
im not as STRONG as i expected myself to be
not as GENEROUS that i think of myself
not as SACRIFICIAL as i can be
and worst! not TO BE what i need to be
damm...im feeling it again

Labels: I'm Afraid I Can't Be That Strong Not Without You