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All right! mental preparation up for the next few weeks
Week 4 - OutField Training
Week 5 - SEAT test and Road March
Week 6 - Grenade Throwing and Road March and IPPT
Week 7 - Road March and Drills and LehBak (Slacking)
Week 8 - 42km Standard Chara Marathon and Drill and LehBak
Week 9 - 24km Road March and POP!
so yeah...the next few weeks maybe will be abit less tight
but wont be any looser anyway
especially the 42km marathon and 24km road march is just 3days apart
ENDURE! gotta mentally prepare myself for all those
Tough Time Don't Last, Tough Man Does
today did nth much...didnt really get the chance to jog
due to the heavy rain the whole day so instead catch a movie
called "Jennifer Body"
not a bad show except for lots of kissing and making out parts
kinda boring though...then it was lehbak timing with the group
at the starbucks b4 they continue with their PMC plans at Eugene hse
think i better turn in early cuz in few hours time gotta wake up for bball
then tml is book in time! =D monday outfield will get FxxK like HELL!
so better get more rest then pass through outfield
nth much happen except yeah...left it unsaid better
nitez~
BOOK OUT!
just got back ytd from the long confinement week again
was kinda hard to get pass becuz time inside seems to be CRAWLING!
next week will be outfield
gonna be a real HARD time to passes by i can swear upon that
but im glad aleast i have some good and understand bunkmates
after lights out...talking abt each other problems
be there for each other and provide solutions
realise that actually everyone have their own problems
but some just try to use that anger and pile it on their training
LETTING IT ALL OUT!
best way to let off steam
many of them are jokers though...glad im able to meet them
make many new friends from other bunks too
seems like im starting to get famous slowly...DAMM
basically in BMTC, what u do is looking forward to the RO every single day
thats becuz when it hits that
u know that time is passing by FINALLY!
but im glad i learn lots of new stuffs inside
learning to cope with things too and meeting timings and stuffs
got my stuffs prepared for next week
but actually i rather get confinement would be a better case
the house seems empty its like whenever im home, everyone is out
last week was staying at home
this week, mum dad and bro went msia for the 1st mth of the new nephew
cousin is out with her friends, once again im home
isnt confinement better? next week sat, mum and dad going genting
bro shd be out too, cousin heard she going overseas too
again im home alone...im not complaning or whatsoever
just feel that aleast the family is back in one piece now
instead of like that past, everyone is busy with their stuffs
aleast now we get to eat breakfast together, sit down and chat
this is FAMILY! instead of every single of us doing our own stuffs
thats what my bunkmates are doing everyday
calling either their gfs or family members
its like they can smile and chat happily
but for me, im only sms-ing to report my safety
sucks big time man...but well im used to it =)
Book In, Book Out also got ppl to fetch feels kinda warm hearting
be it friends, girl-friends, family members...im always alone taking cab home
while others always have ppl fetching them that kind of feelings SUCKS!
having nth to look forward to every Book Out except for the gadgets i have
so yeah...realise how a RECUIT feels when their in tekong now
its lonely and cold! becuz everyone will be busy during admin time
only some fun for awhile during lights out thats all
so ppl! do sms ur friends some encouragement aleast like 3days once?
it do help them boost their moral in the camp and something to look forward
if u wanna sms me also can =D i dont mind!!!
seems like a sales-man here XD but do help them out...TEKONG SUCKS BIG TIME!
thats all abt army life >.<
gonna go carry out my exercise le...need a jog again =D
at home ill think of stuffs...no good no good
ciaoz! back to blog if there is more stuffs to blog tonight
temper controlling session in progress...DO NOT DISTURB!
all right, officially SICK!
have a mild fever + diarrhea + sore throat + food poisoning
HENG! its not suspected H1N1 case
else ill have problem with my BMTC already
field camp is coming soon...just hope to pass time FAST!
especially when its concerning ARMY!
tuesday booking in...confine another 10days =D
then its out all alone at home
everyone is out to see the new kiddo, Choi Yong Zheng, my nephew =P
followed is the big event of POP
then unit and ARMY life goes on
BORING SHIT! but im glad i have great bunk mates!
hehe...better get my engine working
btw...i might get DB for AWOL!
hehe...but thats a MIGHT only la
not yet a confirm thing...but who cares
life still goes on...anyway who cares really?
looking forward to a better life daily
LETS ALL LIVE IN THIS FUCKING DENIAL WORLD!
FUCK IT!
shd nv started it
BTW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER =)

Labels: I Just Realise It How Fuck Up Things Are

so it aint as easy as i though it would be
juggling personal life and army
lol...its like 2 different thing came crashing together
once im home, im back to oldself
once inside, im like what they say, a DOG
everything have restriction and need permission
its just totally different ba
but lucky thing is, i got good bunkmates and i enjoyed it
got the sore throat not from the shouting of commands
but from the lame jokes which only my lame bunkmates understand
and all of them are super open-minded one
life inside isnt as bad as what i think it is i guess
maybe i havent really experience the worst yet
its just the beginning the platoon sgt said
lets hope im able to get through it
having problems with my IPPT but ill have to pass it no matter what
other than that, dun think i have any problems except for problems with
SA-BOH-KIAs! time is precious outside just as the same as inside! =P
gotta appreciate every single minute of it
becuz in army! every minute is MINUTE!
u will nv get enough time if u move SLOWLY!
lesson of the day taught:
Never Give Up That Easily =)

Labels: I'm Still Trying....

aye..i guess i figure it all out
instead of complaning, might as well enjoy whats coming
its 9days then 1 day off and 6days again
thx wh, yh, mak & mk(the soon to be bday boy)
for coming down to have a drink with me
guess they know what its like to be going alone
they been through it except for fatty though
thx for being there aleast letting me know whats gonna happen
and how it is like...cheer me up a little there
then was a msg from joel - thx for the msg too buddy =)
got that meaning...all the best to ur army life too
went out for a drink with those guys having a heart that they gonna shave my head
just like what they did to fred too
except fred did it willing XD
i didnt wnana shave my head till im inside!! wahahah
though could took some pics with my hair on today
but its over...goodbye hair...ill c u in 2years time
less than 15hours to go...shall enjoy every moment spend
definitely, all the best to you too =)
u know im referring to u...loves!

so i guess i aint the only one having this problems
all army guys that is, or is attached will have this feelings
whats so strange for me? =X
its not insecure, its not distance, its not communication
its just...a feeling which i cant explain, NOBODY CAN!
its common everyone said...COMMON
so i guess i cant be blamed
but im sad, real emo-ing
been long time ago since i feel like this though
its worst than quarrels, its like breaking-up
breaking down into pieces, cracks are beginning to re-surface
3weeks im gonna be gone!! omg...cant imagine that
trying to comfort myself...its aint a disheartening thing
it might be a good stuffs, but still...all i get is...BLANK
no answer till the day itself
i dun wanna look forward no more...i feel that i dont have the courage anymore
i wanna fast-forward time...i dun wanna WAIT anymore!
im feeling real emo at this moment at this time
i need a jog...a real long jog to clear my mind
BECUZ
im not as STRONG as i expected myself to be
not as GENEROUS that i think of myself
not as SACRIFICIAL as i can be
and worst! not TO BE what i need to be
damm...im feeling it again

Labels: I'm Afraid I Can't Be That Strong Not Without You

ok how shall i start off?? hmmm...
ytd was dinner with the visit of my uncle
just a random drop by...maybe to celebrate Mid Autumn Festival
after that was hopping down to PowerHouse
first time visiting it though =x been to dragonfly b4 but not PowerHouse
was there to celebrate MONKEY 19th Bday!
Once again, Happy Birthday 19th Monkey!!
everything was a brand new experience...be it the mood and status =x
new ppl, opening up bottle, brand new dance floor, new music and stuffs
all of them its like so stranger to me...as if first time meeting >.<
though it is la! afterall, i just enjoyed myself with just little highness
Martel with coke still taste better...much better than green tea YUCKS!
met new ppl like Matthew and Joel & Hannah...nice chap too
thx for treating me so nice...didnt pang sey me or anything
music wise...phuture its better i think, more of my likings
home ard 4plus and lights out

Ready To Be Solider~
blah blah blah....been hearing the songs from the army man and stuffs
and soon with less than 80hours, im gonna be one of them liao
busy preparing the stuffs during the afternoon
got the photos liao! wahaha...damm nice...hope will be a motivation
a SUPER DUPER high motivation
everytime looking at the pics will definitely put a smile on my face
1 family, 1 friend, 1 you
everything is done...left my slipper and underwear to get

Thanks For Everything...It Will Be Kept In My Heart =)

Labels: I Still Can't Stop Shaking

Labels: Deep Thoughts Running Through

must buy toto ar! confirm tio first prize de!
guess it has nv been so happy in my life for the past 2years le i guess
everything seems to turn down peacefully le
no longer the waves that keep crashing my idea with -ve thoughts
this aleast smooth-en my minds and nights...PEACEFUL
slept at almost 8am and woke up at 11 to return the car

wanted to slp through the night cuz was super duper tired la!
but nevertheless, the calls keep spamming in
and i was too tired to check who called and just pick it up
no choice...promise ppl le, have to go along with plans
dblo as planned, and went along with it
so freaking expensive and no free drinks!
BOO! phuture better and dblo ppl damm freaking despo
say until like im not a friend, but a freaking despo like them
wth sia...no more next time liao la! but also will hardly have chance to club
nvm nvm...choose other clubs IF I HAVE TO!
heng it close at 3am, so im home early compare to the timing of zouk
guess later i can rest all the way and prepare for the final night out
then its last few preparation for army le...days are closing in
let's hope everything turns out fine
looking forward to the FIRST book out!
Finally! the long awaited ended...a FRUITFUL one
being the irritating me as usual =D trying my best to entertain u!
so first off! got the matrix in the morning for katong
drove home to prepare and getting ready!
off to bugisto drop yj to national library for his research
and its to the going-to-be bday gal next
picked MONKEY up and it was off to bugis to chill
didnt had much cuz need to ensure MONKEY safety!!!
then its off to chomp chomp for delicious dinner
order many appetizer and guess what? all the appetizer was already enough to kill us
we had stingray, carrot cake, satay and orh lua with sugarcanes!
wahahah!! fab fab....nv been so unhealthy in my weeks liao
but was all right except for the protruding tummy thats all =x
bought chomp chomp hot fav chocolate beancurd...yum yum
just a nice dessert after dinner =B sweet tooth what!
brought it over to MARINA BARRAGE! and started a small pinic over there
chat and chat till times up...its the 02/10/09 and its present opening
shall left unsaid what happen there...Both know will do =)
with the new present...headed to esplanade for some cam-whoring
i shd be able to use that term...cuz practically we are cam-whoring! lol
first time in my life im cam-whoring =x
times up...MONKEY suggest for a coffee chilling session
nearby her hse coffeeshop with some drinks b4 sending her home
then its...
i wonder if you know~ how they living in singapore~
if you seen it then you mean it then u know u have to go~
drift drift drift~ travelling at 110~120km/h shiok!

damm the night passes too fast...far too enjoying myself with MONKEY company
then i realise...i shrink when ever i had the courage
in the end...haha ya...=)
so thats all for tonight! ltr gonna go return the car
and get prepare for my army life...BORING!
just hope i aint being a burden to u in future =)
loves <3

Labels: I Still Hate My Guts

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