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Sunday, July 26, 2009, 5:17 AM
We LOST! after fighting till the last 5mins...close fight all the way
but once im sub out...they let the points drag..Zzzz
i was RIGHT...that i shouted out "I TRUST NO ONE"
I WAS RIGHT! Last 5mins, 11 point difference
b4 i was out, its 1 point difference
I'm not saying without me, they cant survive
is the players they got without experience...SHITS!
its the 3rd time i cried...over a losing matches
1st was youth cup...final chance of going 2nd round
2nd was changkat cup...final chance of going 2nd round
3rd was StarLight RC cup...final chance of going FINALS
All 3...and they smile over it saying
"Take it as an learning experience...We LOSE to ourselves"
WE LOSE TO OURSELVES
WE LOSE TO OURSELVES
WE LOSE TO OURSELVES
3times...3impt match....this is what i got in return
FUCK! HOW MANY TIMES MUCH WE LOSE TO OURSELVES then we know we are losers?
and yeah! im blamed for being too hot tempered!
but FUCK IT! whoever take my dreams into their hand?
all they do is fuck ard with others ppl aims
what do they know? oh its just a bball "competition"
but NO...its not too me! be it im too proud to lose
or too HAO SHEN...but be it whatever the reasons
isnt there something we shd be proud to do it to win?
FINALS! there is only 6team...and we can only fight for 3rd and 4th?
and if we lose again...we are 4th...it just shows our ability that
we are only able to win 2teams thats all..and the 2 teams
is the lousiest team in the whole competition...shit man
since hot tempered cant motivate them to push harder
then let reality show them the truth...i believe...
i shall not played on 9 august...i believe my instinct
IM BEING SORE!
i guess i failed my promise again.
