nbmhu
Saturday, June 06, 2009, 2:26 PM
just got back from east coast not long ago...
went for the night sea breeze...so familiar...so long nv been there liao
anyway just went for awhile nia...abt 45mins? -.-
didnt wanna go, but yj push me along...went ahead
sat at the sand talk abt plans for my cousin with zx, mk, fred, yj and myself
had a large Mac's Ice Lemon Tea and finish it just within 30mins
im not thristy, but just that...i had this habit..ill drink if i had water
even if im bloated...ill still force...bad but no choice...HABIT right?
well practically today did nth much..woke up at 8.55am for bball training
went down but still everybody is late Zzzz only me yj and mk
the rest? 9.30 then reach...this just shows the attitude of these ppl
anyway got few new comers...but then its just for filling the empty seatings
but does it really matters? it doesnt infact too me..ill be honest =D
first! no coordination..next week is competition
second! they are burdens...even our teams has lots of burdens already
third! will they be willing to stay long? or is becuz of competition then come
fourth! team attitude sucks!
well...i lost my temper today again...b4 leaving them i said
"If wanna play, go TRAIN! Don't be a FUCKING BURDEN"
but now im thinking, will it helps? cuz its still the same
they dont train...they play for the sake of friendship
guess i cant put this logic into their fucking mind
mahjong is mahjong
bball is bball
friends is friends
u cant take bball just to make friends
i mean u can have "friends" but not true friends
its like mahjong...there is no friends on the table...cuz money is involved
nobody wanna lose big, so if u were down on luck, then too bad
prepare to lose...and now im seeing...we r bound to lose!
not to mention the new comers, have our main players do their on training?
have to gone jogging? have they gone shooting ball alone?
have they bring a ball ever to go dribble? have they train their physical?
all they do is bring excuses of army and ignore everything else...
what abt those who r free? at home dota? wake up eat slp shit?
fred said something: "without leo, i realise its so hard to play"
leo do the opening for you, thats why u find it easy
but why cant u do what leo do for u, and let others have the easy basket?
why do we depends on others and not ourselves? garry? leonard?
aint you guys bored always depending on them? what can u guys do?
ask yourself...a bball game is a team of 5...not a team of 1 or 2!
maybe im asking for too much...but aint we play to win?
or we play to lose? im already losing b4 starting...God Damm It!
guess maybe i shd strike off my name
afterall...
time is running out for me on bball =)
nitez~
