qwdez
Wednesday, April 01, 2009, 9:55 AM
got myself a new job...introduce by tl....damm its a super duper heavy responsibility job luh!
need lots of concentration cuz i need to drive, need to help out to buy rice, top up drink, carry stuffs just do all the sai kang that is needed and kena tekan alot....damm worst is i cannot tahan kena tekan one...guess this is gonna be like army training...haiz...what to do? itchy mouth, say go help out...now kena dai ji dua tiao liao lor...shag...lets hope 15april come soon, so i can end everything once and for all
now comes the tricky part...just when things started to sail smoothly, i have to work, and its almost like a FULL TIME JOB? damm...sometimes i really blame my itchy mouth man...damm! hope maybe ill get sacked soon? =D just like how im replacing the current driver who did nth much...leo say will take turn with me...but i dont want the ppl to get mixed up cuz leo will be like a newbie, dunno whats the rule and stuffs...guess ill have to take it all the way till 15 april...BUT SOMEHOW I FELT..HMMM MAYBE IF IM TIRED, SLEEPY OR WANNA GO OUT WITH MONKEY, I'LL JUST SWITCH SINCE THE PERSON GAVE THE GREEN LIGHT...SO MONKEY NO WORRIES! WE WILL MEET AGAIN SOON =p....now im worried things will change, FEELINGS, not mine but hers =X but i have confidence in her =) lets hope everything pass in a breeze...if i have this job, but im gonna lose YOU, ill rather lose this job...i want u more then the job, i need u more then the money they pay, i need u more than i need myself...
sometimes, i rather want u to be selfish, not supporting me =) becuz through this way, i know u care =D and now i know u care, but i cant do anything...so retard of me...but trust me, once everything is over, ill do my very best to make up for all the loss time and give u the best i can ever give. Thats becuz I Love You =)
P.S. Do Be Selfish For Me Sometimes, Thats Becuz Through Selfishness, I Know You Care =) A Monkey Lover =)
