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Monday, April 13, 2009, 11:30 PM
been lazy, didnt blog for 2days le...but good thing is,
i manage to say out what im suppose to when i didnt =)
everything went smoothly i guess? aleast i manage to cleared a barrel that is existing btw me and monkey.
guess i was living in my own world afterall, monkey almost gave up on me...guess i did it at the last crucial moment =)
gonna meet monkey ltr on...maybe meeting cuz of some hiccups, but its all right =)
ill get to see her tml anyway i guess? been so tired after working, other than talking to monkey, just feel slpy and i wanna slp. didnt know i was tied down by so much stuffs, thats i actually neglect other stuffs...guess thats how working life is suppose to be, and i understand how tl lose his gf =x
well i almost lost mine too...but lucky i didnt manage to salvage mine in the end =)
well monkey, dont set up a defense barrel on urself =)
becuz once u set it up, i wont be able to get in.
knowing its hard to let ppl come in and stay,
but i guess this is what we call LOVE.
In love, there are bound to be heartache and sadness
thats becuz we care for each other and want the best for each other
imagine a love with no pain and sadness, just always laughing away,
it just shows one thing, the love is just purely not deep enough to hurt the other party.
so i hope =) u wont set up a defensive barrel on me right now, though words are empty,
i still hope u can trust me, im true towards you.
I cant promise u i wont hurt u in future, wont make u angry in future, wont disappoint u in future...but what i can promise u, is the present that I WANT TO BE WITH YOU, and ill do my best to keep u happy...i know are this are empty words, just give me sometime and ill prove it to u with my actions. all i need i just this little more confidence in me...i hope i wont give u anymore disappointment...becuz i let u down twice...and it hurts me very deep too =)
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