xcz
Monday, October 29, 2007, 8:11 AM
Director cup starts this friday le...didnt expect it will be this fast =X but anyway with the condition im in now, i dun think ill be able to do my best...my ankle is still not in the perfect condition for me to run fast break...damm! and also facing the shortage of ppl, argh....not a perfect day again...but whatever it is, we have paid for the registeration fees, be it good or bad, just go and play and enjoy myself ba...in poly, this is what im looking forward to ba...other than this, nth is much more worth for me to stay in poly le i believe....dreams dreams dreams...ppl always say that when slping, u will get tired if u r dreaming...and true enough, i dream throughout the whole night...and its only abt 1 dream...its abt....nvm....its not impt to others but to me only...better to left it unsaid....tml sch starts at 10...able to slp more...just hope i wont be skipping the lectures like last week...must wake up and go study...thursday is bonus MCQ le...feel weird re-taking the subjects but cant be help...didnt study hard enough last semester and now this is what i get =) not blaming anybody but just that it serves as a reminder to me that, its a wake up call...cuz in my sch life, nv had i ever repeat something...thats why it feels wierd...but nvm since im already on the trip of a new sem, im glad i understand whats going on ard me now with a better understanding...aleast better than last sems...thats abt all ba =) looking forward to friday Director cup...hoping we can go far....nitez~
wdcz
Sunday, October 28, 2007, 8:19 AM
Argh! even the computer are going against me Zzz...com hanged while i was disconnected from game...damm have to retype my blog...but whatever it is, just type it and summarise what i type previously ba....here it goes:
just came back from Malaysia today....went there to attend my eldest cousin wedding dinner...very glad that i was able to help out in the wedding...went to be brothers who have to bang the door to fetch the bride, have to go through some toture b4 my cousin manage to get his bride...anyway very happy he got married =)
Argh! emo emo emo....feeling very emo!!! argh!! stuffs just reappear and reappear by itself, memories just keep floating in my mind just like history repeating itself....damm! cant get those stuffs out of my mind...its hurting me...i dun wanna think of it! i cant blame anyone cuz its my burden, its my life, its my decision, its my own problems...no one can share it, i closed up myself not to let others in, is becuz im afraid of hurting others too...but craps la...dun care just keep myself busy ba....nitez! nth much more to type le too tired and lazy to move on for more...
wqffdt
Sunday, October 21, 2007, 7:48 AM
tml start sch lo...shag...everything so new, feel so fresh, feel so unsecured, feel everything not good...maybe repeat 3 subs...sianz...this sem is very packed...hope no time to think of other things ba...just faster get over this sem then faster get over with poly life then go army...if unfortunately this sem failed either one again jiu drop out le...drop the sub...today sprain ankle -_-" been so long since i sprain my ankle lo...the last time i think was when im in primary5 =P keke...now become pork leg le....go see the doctor, the doctor tell me 90% bone nv crack, still can walk means all right -_-" since he say so then i go home slp lo, next thing i know is i see a pork leg on my leg...grow so big sia =D....but nvm la hope it will go off soon then tml can go sch aleast....everyday got lab sianz....cant wear slipper to sch anymore le....but whatever it is, just give my best in this sem ba...hope not to disappoint my parents...but i doubt i can make it...Zzzz...no confidence in everything now....shag....everytime like that de....when nv blog got plenty of things going in my head wanna blog...when started, all dunno go where le or is cant think of a way to type it out....suppose to let off steam here in the end, it became useless...anyway today is here to type some stuffs ba and suay suay sprain my ankle...hoping tml can walk jiu okay le ba...tml schedule tight next week cousin wedding, hope to be in tip top condition...nitez!
dxzcze
Monday, October 15, 2007, 8:15 AM
tired tired...after working today felt so tired yawnz....shag...tio academic warning letter send by sch -_-" read by my mother sianz somemore have to go for a talk on the 2nd nov...waste of my time...anyway today at work was quite boring...check and check same old data...BORING! but well thats my job =P anyway ytd morning woke up to play bball and rating given was 3/10 -_-" worst rating ever gotten since i started playing bball on sunday morning =( shag....but well thats over sat skip training due to a heavy rain....tmd but also lucky cuz then i know what i need to do will cause me to die and that is too do 4ze, then run 2.4km after that continue go reservior run 4.8 km with a timing to complete them in 1 hour O.o sounds possible? but too me i dun think its possible =P after the 2.4km i shd be running like a dog le ba XD whatever it is, its over =) Think About The Happy Moments, Not The Sad Moments Because Memories Is The Best Thing A Person Can Ever Have =D extract from the show po qian er chu when i reach home just nice, it ended...miss out the show sianz....cuz went out to play bball and again was a flop...jialat...must get better le Zzzz...What to do? How to do it? Only hardwork? All the best? Ready for the hard times? Energise for it? Yawnzzz....Oopsss...Uyak haha~ Lay up more often =P Only 100% shot! Vent my anger on it ^_^ Improve only, No "deprove" XP Guts up! Never give up =) On time and Way to go!~ thats what im gonna do hoping it makes sense to me XD stupid msg but it aleast let some of my words out =) nitez~
xczsd
Friday, October 12, 2007, 8:10 AM
5days nv blog le? or more...been working at standard chartered so very tired....everyday wake up at 6.30 then reach home ard 7.30. On com then watch tv awhile jiu head for bed le....really bth sia...been thinking alot the past few days....notice that im a very easily irritated person....and im a sore loser =X wan bu qi de jia huo....keke...now then i notice it but well...why thing i cant figure it out...everytime work...error only occurs on me...i check like an idiot still its my fault others slack slack get over with it? but suan le...1more week left, sch starts, end work at standard chartered, retake same 3 subs again, either one failed = drop out...then go army and stuffs le...everything nv change, its just that no longer having someone companion anymore, no more sms in classes, no more calls of waking up...nth particular happen this week ba cuz only work slp eat work slp eat and the cycle continues except for thursday training and today suppose to be out for dinner but got cancel last minute...so stayed at home eat few sticks of satay struggling with my stomach through the night...tml sat gotta start training with botak le...hope i can tahan it true...basically abt all ba...nth much to update abt myself le.....just lonely =X...always feeling alone at night cuz i dun have much friends =P loner ma >.< nitez!
ewdc
Sunday, October 07, 2007, 7:53 AM
devastated! 4 sups 3 failed ='( mct, emaths3 and pod....Zzz...gg...gonna retake it the coming sem...no point grudge le what happen has happen....been thinking abt it the past few days le...just pass all on continue ba...if unfortunately i failed either one again...then just go army ba...garry drop out le after passing all the sup paper...wasted but no choice cuz he miss out on a paper...sianz...havent tell my mum abt my results yet....but just continue to study for it ba...been very timid lately....always dunno how to tell my mum the truth esp the question she ask:"hows u and ur gf?" "hows work?" hows this and that argh!!!! getting on my nerves but its not her fault is i cant face the reality....damm schooling starting in 3weeks...gonna start tough training on bball by next sat...damm schedule gonna be quite tight le ba...tml start work at standard chartered for 2weeks then sch reopens study study study to get a diploma aleast i hope =X then training training training no more slacking i hope =X then all the sad things just let it all out on bball ba...yawnz...all right got to go help out at stall le....gtg nitez~ sry for being so cold to u lately...just hope u know that it goes to u...if it doesnt then nvm...
zxgdsewa
Monday, October 01, 2007, 7:50 AM
results releasing soon le...in abt 2 more days ba...yawnz...thinking of what the outcome might be? good or bad its already over....welll nv been blogging the pastr few days again cuz was busy with some stuffs...with bball trainings and some probs ba...but after all...those few days wasnt bad days to pass for sure...but damm why today again i dream of u again....Zzzzz....why must it be u i dream of? damm....but anyway i know i myself rather be trap inside my dreams then be facing the reality....nobody likes facing the truth but we gotta learn to face it....sianz b4 blogging, got plenty of things wanna type in my blog de, now started le, all the ideas gone liao....hmm everytime like that de...but basically, the past few days was just filled up with bballs and helping out at friend stall...other than that nth much le ba....gotta start building up my stamina to play better bball le....yeah got a question that was prompt to me...been thinking of it...do i really wanna play good bball? hmmm i want but there is a price to pay for it...that is most of ur time will be consume for bball training...1week aleast 3days training and 4days jogging....well i find it reasonable but just scare cant take the training...just need some motivation to get me through this period of time...find find find...been finding motivation but well...nth comes easy with hard work...but its not hard work that pays off! its ATTITUDE! nitez~ =) miss ya again...lol how i wish i could cheer myself up without thinking of u daily....
