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Thursday, September 06, 2007, 8:31 AM
today make a bloody fool out of myself...cant believe that im thinking of myself so well that others talk abt me...what a joke....anyway this morning went to work with not a very happy attitude becuz of what happen last night...a fought with my brother...well things got better only after reaching the booth in suntec exhibition hall cuz i tend to get this matter of my mind ba...but thats only awhile...the punch i gave to my brother was such a unreasonable one...haiz...i shd have tolerate more than 3,4 punches b4 landing my blow, causing his nose to bleed...its all my fault ba...thinking through the night, what am i good at? studies? work? fighting? sports? cant seems to find a answer...my brother was right, i was a good for nth in his eyes...but...nvm =)...just hope his nose get better from the blow...well went to work and stand the whole day....now both legs aching le hoping tml can still step on the paddle cuz driving in circuit...had quite alot of food at the food fair...nice food though but not as great in my taste bud...cant seems to get out of the shadow that im have been carrying all night...thats was when i landed the punch and my brother move back a few steps...im still thinking why did i do it? he is my brother afterall...why cant i take it? i only suffer a few scratches thats all i had and i had landed a blow on him....what have i done? i hate myself for doing that man...i hate it....i really hate myself...