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Tuesday, September 04, 2007, 7:04 AM

feeling rather bad today...knowing some facts and truth which i came up with...anyway didnt have a great start during the day, nth much happen just dun feel happy...went to get wh present ltr on with yj, leo and mk...bought a ezy bottle which can keep the water cold with the gel inside...bought it in toys'r'us then follow by a shirt....feeling very moody of all but today...damm it...tml gonna work at suntec le hall 404...for the international food fair...shd know i shd nv pick up this job...its gonna affect me tough ba...but what to do...i still cant run from suntec, run for now but i cant run away from it forever...maybe its good ba...good for waking me up, slap me in the face or whatever....just get this emo shit out of my life cuz i nv wanna feel like this again...never will i believe in such shit again...damm it...been telling myself to let it go let it go...but it aint getting no where...and in every blog is the same old emo shit stuffs...im tired of it, im tired of fighting, a winner is one who nv quits but when was i ever a winner when i nv quit? nv was i a winner even though i didnt give up cuz its others who deminish my dreams, ppl who r selfish and nv think for others espically in my bball life....what they do is deminish it for me...damm it i hate LOSING cant u guys see it? get a life if u guys aint interested in bball cuz i AM! dun ever drag me down with ur losing scores becuz u guys played more than me assholes! get better to prove to me u deserved this jersey instead of me sitting in the bench and watching u assholes losing the game...i believe i can do much better than u assholes....damm it...forget it...enough of blaming others time to do self reflection...i aint better myself anyway...fuck...nitez~