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Wednesday, August 29, 2007, 8:38 AM

Wroom....today start driving lo...in circuit nia -_-" quite nervous abt it...but afterall was okay la...learn abt the car function, start engine and turning. Actually driving a real car is so different from playing daytona...the whole car is so heavy lo...when making a turn u need to go quite a few rounds on the steering wheel not like daytona only go half round nia...feel so different when playing daytona and driving a real car lo...no wonder my daytona car spun ard just now...well...i really hate myself ba...after so long le...still i cant get stuffs out of my mind...ytd tried to slp but couldnt cuz too many things going on in my stupid head again...memories, poly life, bball, secondary sch life and future life.....what i want in life is ??? many already starting planning for their future but im still here wasting my time...always day dreaming....time to slap myself man...afterall, today went to katong for meeting on the next road show for e-water solutions...wa! damm it man...all the words coming out from my friends hit right straight into whats hidden in my heart in a thin sand...thought memories is already cover by the sand and slowly burying it down but with just a few words, it hit right on the treasure chest thats cover over by the thin sand....sianz...in the room...argh! dunno what to say, what shd i say? argh! hao fan ar...wasnt really concentrating in the meeting cuz my mind was on the other side...but what do the other party know? but its all right its my problems after all, only i can face it and deal with it. Nobody required to help ba =) but thats what i though so but i believe ill turn out wrong in the end...aiya nvm la stop this stupid crap of shit abt myself....damm it...just know im always sink in my memory not in present....really hate myself for this point...damm it. nitez~