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Monday, August 20, 2007, 10:20 AM

Dreams are dashed...maybe i shdnt be too confident that i could play for central in xuan qu ba...giving myself too much hope, train for it but in the end, its nth....afterall im still nth ba...lost a friend today, lose my hopes for bball, lose everything....today was totally off form for bball...nth much comment for that...just heard from ys that he bought a rabbit for lek ning which cost $400plus....sounds cool and sweet? yeah...indeed its sweet for a bf to do that but unfortunately i was unable to do it...not becuz of lack of money but im already out of time....enough le ba....today just spent $400plus just to register for my driving, well there is still plenty of stuffs to go for driving...much more money is needed to spent...gonna find ways to raise this money le ba....but whats saddening is that....i cant play for xuan qu le....sad....whats worth for playing bball then? what am i aiming for? lets hope the next comic i read can give me some determination ba...since the storyline of this comic is exactly following what situation im in now....aiming for something for long and finally its nearing, but it has to break the news to u in the other way....damn...its saddening...nitez~