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Wroom....today start driving lo...in circuit nia -_-" quite nervous abt it...but afterall was okay la...learn abt the car function, start engine and turning. Actually driving a real car is so different from playing daytona...the whole car is so heavy lo...when making a turn u need to go quite a few rounds on the steering wheel not like daytona only go half round nia...feel so different when playing daytona and driving a real car lo...no wonder my daytona car spun ard just now...well...i really hate myself ba...after so long le...still i cant get stuffs out of my mind...ytd tried to slp but couldnt cuz too many things going on in my stupid head again...memories, poly life, bball, secondary sch life and future life.....what i want in life is ??? many already starting planning for their future but im still here wasting my time...always day dreaming....time to slap myself man...afterall, today went to katong for meeting on the next road show for e-water solutions...wa! damm it man...all the words coming out from my friends hit right straight into whats hidden in my heart in a thin sand...thought memories is already cover by the sand and slowly burying it down but with just a few words, it hit right on the treasure chest thats cover over by the thin sand....sianz...in the room...argh! dunno what to say, what shd i say? argh! hao fan ar...wasnt really concentrating in the meeting cuz my mind was on the other side...but what do the other party know? but its all right its my problems after all, only i can face it and deal with it. Nobody required to help ba =) but thats what i though so but i believe ill turn out wrong in the end...aiya nvm la stop this stupid crap of shit abt myself....damm it...just know im always sink in my memory not in present....really hate myself for this point...damm it. nitez~
yawnz....nice opening i find...so many days blog lo....today lazy to blog le. Now i know why i nv get into xuan qu le...is becuz one of the guys nv put my name...same guy who likes to look down on others bball skills...didnt get selected for this year....sianz...cant be help de ba, nvm. Thursday training was a simple one. Just play 4 on 4 for continous 3 rounds then jiu end le. After that jiu went down to my house prata shop which was newly open de and eat over there. Friday was MCT paper lo....as usual one of my words subject cuz it consist of java programming...its 40% but i hope my projects will be able to cover it up...just did the paper for almost 1 hour and go off le cuz i know if i dunno means i dunno le, i wont go think too deep into thinking de. Then at night got a call from yj saying go fishing at changi village with wh and yh. Without anything to do so i just went ahead....went changi village to fish. quiet and nice atmosphere but with lots of pua cai over there...pua cai meaning is gay =D....didnt manage to fish anything just like yj but wh got 4 cat fish while yh got 1...tmd bo luck...fish till 2 plus jiu head home and slp le. Then sat afternoon meet leo, yj and peh dong go eat at 844 cuz im heading to work for francis at toa pa yoh...but after my 'breakfast' i jiu head home le cuz 1st its very far 2nd not in the mood to go work =P been skipping work all the way at whitesand and at toapayoh =X not a good thing to do but its boring to work without serving customer somemore is sell water filter in guardian leh, who for God sake will buy? so skip lo...then ard 5plus meet leo go tm cuz he wants to subscript for cable tv from starhub...tmd damn pua cai lo go with him only...then eat kfc with eat...wa liew -_-" then 7.30 jiu faster go home le cuz he wanna catch superstar...boring night after that but bo bian cuz i have to game till 5am cuz have a war in game....damm tired lo when the war ended at 5am becuz ltr on 9.15 have to wake up for bball. Jiu reach sunday le =D woke up at 9.15 went to 840 to play bball just like every sunday...but today was not that good, playing with a injure toe, as big as turnip =X lol not that big but blue black ba....cannot run, cannot jump only can hop ard lol...but manage to overcome the pain and score some balls...but performance wasnt that great although i help the team to win a critical match....after then reach home jiu slp le cuz very tired and raining very cooling to slp...keke....slp till 5plus carmen call liao, come di siao me sianz....7plus head out for dinner with my mum, bro and cousin then reach home slp again....was extremely tired man....totally worn out....this afternoon thinking i wont blog le but now im blogging strange huh? tml need to meet that kenny working under francis le sianz! tuesday got exam thursday got exam...gone case? nitez~
Woot! read the comic le....well afterall the main chara did not give up his fav sport becuz he found out what he was training for...and that is to be strong. After reading le...it still get me no where cuz i dunno where shd i start from le...be strong? to many stronger ppl out there...even if i manage to make it up there, whats the point? think think....but ill nv make it to this day de la...=D just play the ball ba....today went to work from 6 till 7.45 jiu ciao liao...damn boring sia...nobody to talk to then also dunno where to start promoting from...in the first place already wrong place liao lo...go there only stand stand earn money nia....but good la earn for my driving lesson...after that jiu meet leo go eat at 827 then have a cup of bubble tea...jiu head to 840 shoot ball le...tmd 3point feeling gone le, lay up haywire le...toes injured turn into turnip le...tmd damn suay...but stupid me ba afterall...i made myself lost a friend....cannot regret it ba...its the decision i made afterall...maybe less 1 friend less burden for others ba...no need trouble other with what i have as they have their own already...nitez~ im already a burden, dun wanna trouble others with my burden too...
Dreams are dashed...maybe i shdnt be too confident that i could play for central in xuan qu ba...giving myself too much hope, train for it but in the end, its nth....afterall im still nth ba...lost a friend today, lose my hopes for bball, lose everything....today was totally off form for bball...nth much comment for that...just heard from ys that he bought a rabbit for lek ning which cost $400plus....sounds cool and sweet? yeah...indeed its sweet for a bf to do that but unfortunately i was unable to do it...not becuz of lack of money but im already out of time....enough le ba....today just spent $400plus just to register for my driving, well there is still plenty of stuffs to go for driving...much more money is needed to spent...gonna find ways to raise this money le ba....but whats saddening is that....i cant play for xuan qu le....sad....whats worth for playing bball then? what am i aiming for? lets hope the next comic i read can give me some determination ba...since the storyline of this comic is exactly following what situation im in now....aiming for something for long and finally its nearing, but it has to break the news to u in the other way....damn...its saddening...nitez~
skip blogging ytd again cuz working....my bus ran away le T_T....then bo bian have to wait till3am take taxi sponsor by company cuz no more bus and train le ma...reach home 3.30 then after that went to bath and do all the stuffs, slept at 4.30, woke up at 9.15 again to go 840 play bball...today shooting % low, fast break % also low....sianz lo...didnt start off the game with a good ending ba, thats y all the balls follow on....after that jiu went home bath le preparing to meet anna for pizza hut. Suppose to be at 2 but was pushed till 3.30 cuz of some hiccups along the way, but well was hungry till death when we had our pizza served....so fattening when eating the pizza cuz too much cheese can die...i can eat cheese but not too cheesey...ill die from it...after eat le jiu did nth much le cuz tampines nth to shop de, jiu send her home then go home le...reach home le jiu slp liao cuz too tired from ytd work and waking up early...yawnz...now im awake with nth to do...just staring at com, type blog and read comic thats all i can do...tml going to register for tp le...wanna chiong my driving le, yawnz....hope can 1time finish everything ba, dun want to drag too long...pass le get license le the rest next time then talk ba....better sign of le...nitez! memories is just a form of clouds...
nv blog for quite sometime since sunday le...well monday was working, tuesday was lazy, wednesday was working, thursday have training and was lazy....and today...no good either....well things always gets by day by day....maths got 7/20 pod got 9/30...confirm sup paper for maths le just pod maybe got hope ba....this sem no good...dun even understand a single shit...just glad that MCT is over, this sem is over, exam approaching, get pass exam, pass sup go next sem...this sem fly by pass happiness sadness bitterness....all feelings i have been through it...sure was a exciting and sad period...but well its over...tml working at balaclava will be last day le...cant stand the memories there, cant tahan being alone, decided to run away...as usual, dun have the courage to face anything....run and run...keep running....feeling lonely and empty...but afterall the fav day for me is still sun, cuz i get to play bball ba...the only way to focus...got played out again...miss another training team...chances always seems so closed to me but it was dashed with false hope...forget it ba...already pass le...passing day by day...everyday there is things that remind me of stuffs...cant run away...bags, watches, items, accessories...everything....everything single thing...nitez!
Wounds Aren't Healing, Scars Are Forever...thats what i have learn the pass 3days....yawnz nv blog the past 3days becuz i was out late and been slping late...friday was becuz working till 2am at bala while sat was erm...lazy? yeah lazy ba....then today is nth to do then free le come and blog for the past 2days....well basically did nth much the past 2days just go out have some fun over the weekend b4 i starting working on the coming week....watch rush hour 3 on sat...much of a comedy show instead of fighting and actions...but b4 that went to esplanade to search for my Right Here Waiting piano scores....wanted to learn this song for a long time even though i know im not cut out to be a music boy...but just wanting to learn becuz....erm...i like it ba...now the mood is moody lo....but well after all then i find out...the public holiday i hated most! is National Day!...cuz everything doesnt turn out good on National Day or even b4 National Day...well thats for me for others, im not sure.....anyway this morning woke up to play bball...and score 100% for lay up but shooting yucks sucks! 100% misses....but well lay up 100% is 6/6 balls no misses then after that went pasir ris to find iris to get her to translate my piano scores into alphabets format so its easy for me to read and learn...hope to learn the shortcut way =P...well after that jiu stay at home watch NDP le...watch liao even more moody...cuz like i said nth good always happen on NDP for me....but nvm...watch finish le jiu went to have dinner with leo, yj and wh at 824...eat liao jiu go home and now blogging le....thats the weekend....mixed feelings over bball stuffs now and even r/s...too much things going in my brain but i know there is a friend who is always out there for me...thx tiff...other than thx for u in my blog i know nth else pardon me...thx for trying to get into my world but its not easy....ill still be in my own world, the black and scary world...nitez!

woot! 101 post le....f**king hell de....finish type post le then tell me error...have to retype everything again sia....t*d...sianz well basically sat was went out to celebrate yj bday but i was 30mins late meeting them cuz was at home busy killing crokcroaches in my waredrobe, living room and toilet...then went had changing appittie really change my appittie lo or whatever u spell it ba....then at night watch movie le wanna go geylang de to eat durian but all lazy jiu went home liao...then sunday as usual lo, wake up play bball then after that jiu slack at home zuo bo liao....today better morning wake up go to sch study study(slack slack ba) then after sch jiu head down to suntec to work liao...working at balaclava and its my first time working at a bar...anyway did lots of stupid mistake lo...take wrong order...then f**k sia...i gave customer free 2 drinks -_-" worht $22 have to pay myself but then it was divided by 4 person me, my IC, cashier and my supervisor...sianz lo $5.50 each person....felt so bad they had to pay for my mistake....a failure is always a failure...nth u do can change that...i tried but failed...i tried again and still i failed...sianz le...used to it le...anyway just felt that i cant get out of suntec lo...been working there for 3mths le lo....and its the longest place i have been to work at...well not say not nice but its like very sianz to travel here and there...Zzz....only memories over there are beautiful...the rest...yucks! It SUCKS! nitez...tkcr
shag....tp lost to nyp in extra time by 2 points -_-" score was 78 to 76....well it was a nice match afterall but just didnt expect the ending only....cuz many were expecting tp to win...Zzz...but well ball is round, anything is possible....see liao got the kid to play sia....like damn pro lo they play....wanna join them sia...but then my skill i know myself la....CMI sia....but now most impt is got to study lo exams coming le....sianz....hate studying can wait to get my diploma soon.....today went to interview at Balaclava, immdiately on the spot i got hired =D well pay is $6 per hour not too bad working hour is flexible and they provide transport....its a good job hoping to try it out ba =D nv tried a pub job heres my job opportunity =P....thats abt all le ba...train hard, study hard and work hard 3 hard now...hope my life will be hard hard too....
yawnz....injured both my legs le....maybe exercise too much le....must admit im old =X anyway....ytd after air alert III introduce by leo my thigh and calf cramp like hell lo but still manage to walk to sch and then at night went to play bball again...wa cramp like hell lo, cant even run much then in the end, injure my finger -_-" now cannot bend at all damn painful.....then today go training again Zzz....my life nowadays is filled with bball but thats good, it makes me forget stuffs and able to focus on 1 things, that is to be able to play well =D maybe ba...now knee damn pain cuz just now knock against leo knee when playing 1 on 1 almost win him score was 3-2 but last time i won him once! =D tml need to do air alert III again sianz....just hope that by doing it, it wont disappoint us becuz the plan given is that we r able to jump 1-2 inch higher than what we r jumping now Zzz...just looking forward to the results and nth else...till than tata...and nitez! training hard and feeling lonely ='(

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