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2days....

Tuesday, July 17, 2007, 10:46 AM

yawnz....today wake up ard 11.45 then i go sch at 1pm which by right sch start at 12. i skip lecture....since sch reopens, i have nv been to any lectures le...keke....been very lazy...been very moody nowadays =P...rating for temper 9.5/10...finding ways to let out the steam b4 it hits 10....the boiling point....on top of that....whats getting me pissed off often is the lag in internet, the stress from sch and the problems i have to face in life....espically in bball now...now den i notice actually i have no been jumping higher when im suppose too...what shd i do? i already gave my best and this still happen to me? maybe more hardwork is needed to be put in to achieve better results....aiyo....life is always so bad for me...i always though things will go better this year after the start of april...but who knows it only lasted for a few months, followed by was crashes of my dreams and hope....well i shdnt be sitting here complaining how bad life shd be ba...instead i shd be standing up and keep on walking ba....cant help that life is bad for me. i know if i continue to sit down and complain life is bad, it will get no where instead but get worst...well it takes time to move on but right now, i just wish to sit back and relax till im better b4 moving on...becuz its really not easy for me to get over this rock again which i encounter 3years back...thats y i was very afraid this will happen and turn out this way but well...it just happen...wishing it was further away but well the truth is in my face now...ill just have to face it afterall...things have change, so does u, that includes me as well...been blogging everyday now but ur stopping already....a change in our chara but not fully just partially...just accept to changes and face life...thats what i shd do now right? but i know its not that easy =) nitez!