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13days...
Friday, July 06, 2007, 9:42 AM
today is a great day for me ba....aleast i manage to say out what i wanted to say to you =) doing all these is worthwhile for me cuz aleast i know i love you...and im doing my best to be there for you, but without knowing that ur upset seeing me like this...im so sorry to cause u so much sadness...its all my fault...but aleast let me go pass the last 12days ba =) right now wonder if i shd cry or what? knowing the r/s is going no where or is it going to move on? i have no idea....just hope those words i said have already tell u whats inside my heart....other than i love you, i have nth else to say....just I LOVE YOU...hoping u can just look back all the times we spend together? all those moments we had...its still so fresh in my mind, i could just think of it everyday...its not even boring for me....when i have my free time, memories of these just comes back again and again...its just so new...but if its becuz of me that makes u feel so unhappy, im willing to let u go =) ill just bear all those on myself ba....its not as if i have nv bear it b4...just that its gonna be a real hard time again =) but no worries i can bear it. But i still all those sweet words u told me "I'll Never Let Anyone Hurt You, Including Myself" its still so fresh....sry im not trying to make u feel guilty or feel that u shd keep up ur promises, just that i wanna keep this memories fresh in me....finally im tearing now...didnt know it hurt to face the truth...but i still gotta face it somehow =) just let me tear it all out ba....becuz i know there still more to come =) still deeply in love with my silli gal =')