12days...
Saturday, July 07, 2007, 10:21 AM
12 more days to go...upon reaching 19July, i believe its gonna be hard for me ba =) enough of that =D today i had a great day =P think i have lots of things to type ba =) Early morning was woke up by yj to go down for a garage sales....went down at 10.30 but who knows the sales start at11.30...so during that time we went to eat breakfast...after breakfast, we went back to the garage sales and me, yj, ys, leo, tyco and alvin bought lots of stuffs...i bought 2pairs of high cut shoe and a dry fit shirt...leo kio tio lo buy a leborn james pants for only 2.50 when the usual price cost 50usd lo...sianz...anyway its all right la...after the garage sales i went home to eat some home made sandwiches made by my mum =)....after that went to meet silli at vivo cuz getting makiyo bday present...well went to many shops, looking at clothes and watches....but could not decided what to get for makiyo so we went back to toys R us to get him sea monkey toy as we planned initially. Inside Toys R Us silli did something very funny lo, she went to record the voice of a very irritating toy lo, making it as her ring tone msg lo...hehe then the whole day with her was like "ai yai yai yai yai yai~ cring cring santa claus~ ai yai yai yai~" lol so funny lo...but its all right la...thats what makes me like her also thats her uniqueness too =') anyway after getting makiyo present, silli kept holding on to makiyo present...but i know it a sign that she doesnt wants to give me her hand to hold cuz she doesnt wants to hurt me anymore, but by doing that its hurting me more silli =') anyway after we got makiyo present, we decided to catch Transformer but it was full house after all...so cant watch anything lo den we decided to walk ard somemore then silli went to get the watch which she set her eyes on it earlier on...as i wanted to get the black one which is same model with her, but on the other hand, thinking that things cant be force de ba...anyway she was right i wont wear it often why buy but i believe if i buy that watch, it shd be on with me whenever im at where now ba...maybe not forever but for the time being definitely it will be =') after silli got her watch, we continued shopping cuz silli wanted to look for her shoe insole...so we walk and walk until reach her fav shop ADIDAS! keke...went in to look for her insole but who knows meet my friend inside when i was just telling silli that if she want ADIDAS items can get my friend to get it at 30% off...but unfortunately, ADIDAS nv sell any insole....so we went to eat at Terra lo.Upon reaching, silli got a shock that she saw the so called "waiter" who came to serve us look like Irene who we worked under b4....lol so funny lo her expression. She really got chua tio lo...taking a few seconds to get back to her senses...keke...then we sat down to have lasagna with strawberry kiwi milk shake while silli has sweet sour fish with spaghetti....keke when footing the bill so paiseh lo...instead of taking out notes, i took out receipt lo....lol so malu sia...then when i turn out to see the view, i saw the mono rail....still rmb on 16april silli and me took the mono rail to my chalet, so many things happen over there...throughout the whole dinner so many things appear in my mind. Will this be our last meal together? Will we still be together? Wil we still be friends? Will u be more happier without me? sry...got carried away again...anyway after the meal, silli suggested that we take bus go home ba...of course ill definitely go along with her decision so we walk pass harbor front center to get a bus....but while walking on the bridge, i can see the cable cars flying ahead of us....its like memories just keep coming back lo...im sorry silli i didnt mean to do that but i just cant get rid of whats left behind btw u and me...other than sorry i reall dunno what else shd i say...but when the moment u held my hands on, how i wish this has nv happen b4, just carry on the same old ways we can be...the memories just keep floating in my mind wishing i could get back to 10june when we were sitting in the cable car having dinner together...its just still so fresh...even when queueing, im still staring at the cable cars thinking of what happen on 10june. Think think think until tears almost came out uncontrollable...but i know now is not the time to think of that ba...so i try my best to pack up my feelings and concentrate all on u b4 its too late...but after getting on to the bus, when we listen to music, the feelings just came back again somehow, and uncontrollable, the tears manage to flow out...hoping to hide it from u, but i know its impossible cuz its too late for me to do anything to make it up...im sorry ='(...i just cant help it...sry for being so emotional silli...i don't mean too trust me, i just cant help myself...im really sorry....after the bus 963 ended, i manage to pack up my emotions ba...manage to show u the last side of strong me, sending u home hand in hand till u got ur stuffs ready and send u over to ivy house....all these is the strong side left of me...im already broken into pieces...i need help from no one else except u...just u will do...just a chance from u is all i need but i know its impossible for me to do that...cuz to u, doing this is just giving urself chance to hurt me. BUT thats only ur thinking, u have nv consider my thinking cuz i know POL-ITE and IVP is nearby followed by will be ur TRACKS. Those will end ard november, I CAN WAIT!! I CAN WAIT! all u need to do is to give urself and me a chance to prove that this r/s can work...all we need is just a chance ='(...after all, i have already open my world to accept u, im still waiting for a chance to enter ur world again...do i get the chance again? =') thx for being with me....never will i forget that a person called Ice(Yvonne Neo Yi Wen) once appeared in my life...cuz its u who brought me back into love...i ought to thank you silli...once again thanks and 4056830968 and its still going on....
