Zzzz *YawnZ*
Sunday, December 04, 2005, 12:56 AM
Zzz yesterday on 2nd dec, it was her bday but as well as consider a sort of 'bad' day for me. i went to a chinese medic to have a check on the lump on my leg but the advise given is best to have a western medical check up. So my mum and me went to a poly clinic to have a check up. Well the doctor have a look on the lump on my leg and said that i have to go for a proper check up on 9th january 2006. Though the doctor says it was something that store there but if its evil, it means cancer. -_-" suay hor...lol nobody know this yet except u, bloggie, mum dad n brother. hmmm so after the check up on 9th january 2006, most probably a few days ltr ill need to have an operation. Zzzz just imagine the worst, if its cancer how? lol lets hope for the best ba although the doctor say its just something dirty but theres still a chance i might have cancer O.o Possible? Haha i not sure. just keep it low and quiet till the truth comes out ba and abt the operation thingy, thing ill keep it between u and me bloggie. People who read it, pls ignore it and treat nth has happen. Arigato ^_^
Woah! 4am Im still awake
Thursday, December 01, 2005, 12:06 PM
Woah! its 4am le and im still awake. Guess what? Its 2nd december le. So fast huh? Well gonna send her a msg ltr ba. I dunno whether im...i just dunno my feelings. i hope to start a new with her but i just dun wish to hurt her at the same time. i know i must try like what fabian said but i just cant assure myself to bring happiness to her. haiz so lonely ar, lolx no friends lo...all bo ka lan me liao. Fabian? hope hes happy with seow wei lo. Syl, Andy and Kenny? happy work n best at health ba. Cal? Hopes he have the job in mind. Wen Hao, hope everything best for him ba. Lastly Jie Han, long time no contact le but still wanna wish him and his stead all the best ba. Zzzz 4.11 am le still cant slp. dunno what to type sia...(^0^) if only they could just joke with me a little more, chat with me a little more and show me abit more concern ill be contented. aiya dun type liao Zzz lazy. Anyway Happy Birthday Melissa hope u stay healthy n pretty as long as possible. Nitez bloggie.
