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What I Wish For?

Monday, April 18, 2005, 1:03 AM

Hey Blog~ its been awhile since i last talk to u yeah...well kinda busy nowadays with managing sch, friendships n some other things. haiz....u know wad blog? my bday is coming n u know what i wanted for this year bday? haha...its quite simple actually, its just to c her. but dun think i will get the chance to la or even as if she would rmb n msg me happy bday. lolx...wad a laughing stock i am. but wadever it is, i just cant seems to let u go. anyone can tell me why? though i have not seen u since jan or rather take a closer look at u during december, but i still can rmb how clearly u look like to me. haiz....nv been hug anymore, nv been kiss or rather nv even hold a girl hands for month...haha worst man. nv call ppl early in the morning anymore, nv accompany ppl sleep on the phone anymore. life really change upside down without u mel. u really brought me up from a blur boy in love to somebody i m now today. think a complete change ba. but without u, right now, im still consider a lost boy ba. hoping u would come back to my side, but its all dreams. any dreams seldom come true or rather say, dreams nv come true for me. haiz...