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useless me

Monday, February 07, 2005, 8:32 PM

haiz...today a sad day though its chinese new year...hmmm when out to eat with my friends at first. we were suppose to eat long john silver but then somethings happen n due to the long queue thus we make out U turn n head for macdonald. what really happen was that i just took a glance at this guy who was staring at me just outside LJS. when i enter LJS, he came after me n look for my trouble. at this point of time i wanted to fight back...but deep down inside of me, it gave me a diff meaning. i thought of using what i have learn to do it but its too dangerous cuz if i make a mistake, a life could have ended today. haiz...now then i know, the inside me is a uselesss me who only knows how to talk but when it come to real action, its like 10% to 100% meaning that only part of it is fighting inside of me. haiz...wad a suay day. now im being very very unlucky since the beginning of this year, have i lost my lucky star or am i still waiting for it or u r my luckly star? if you're one, and have left me far away and wish to come back, pls do. cuz i really need u by my side to guide me and give me good luck in everything i do. and pls god or whoever, pls change my luck now!! and i want it now!!