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have i really forgotten her?

Sunday, February 13, 2005, 11:53 PM

Today my bro told me that cindy saw her ard the north area. at first i thought it was all right but here comes the real problems. my godsis anna call me n told me the same thing adding that cindy told her she dress until very not decent. this arouse my feelings, it gives me a feeling that she has become worst n anna add on telling me that maybe she has mixed with the wrong company. then i rmb that she doesnt have any friends in school anymore. now i dunno have i really gotten for her but the thing in my head going on n on is shd i hate her or shd i pity her. hate her is to make me forget for leaving me so i can carry on but pity her is becuz of wad she has become n has no friends in school. haiz...i become so confuse msg her but she doesnt reply. seems like me n her is really bu ke neng le but still im holding on to a feeling that i use to have for her. haiz....wad shd i do? can anyone tell me? usually the advice is forget her. but its not i dun want, its i cant....its too painful if not some accident happen to me make me lost my memories ba that would be a better way.