YoU AnD MeMoRiEs ArE IrRePlAcAbLe
Sunday, January 02, 2005, 11:20 AM
Today after working at the airport, i realised that there is alot of thing that i havent done so i decided to say it out through this blog. I have think alot n there is a phrase that which i always use to encourage people and myself and that is "bu yao qing yan fang qi, fou zhe dui bu qi zhi ji". Haha though it may sound silly but its true. Sometimes in life, we cannot give up too easily but this time when i use this phrase to encourage myself, i felt that i could not stand up like the past n face you again. I felt that no matter how hard i tried, it will be helpless. So i decided to give up you and do other things. Thought it may take alot of time and effort to do that, but i assure myself that i will be able to do that. To forget you already is a hard time for me not even to mention to not be able to chat with you on the phone but all this can never be the same anymore. School going to reopen soon and its going to be a whole new change to me because i could be like the past, call you in the morning and not able to chat with you at night but as day pass, i will slowly get use to it. In school, all my friends and bros will see a different me because i have promise myself never to let my weakest side to be seen by anybody except myself. So no matter how sad or how ashame i feel, i will never break down and cry infront of anyone anymore. So i have all this to say to my bros, Thanks for being there for my when i need you guys, to my god sis annabella, Thanks for being the most wonderful person in my life, to my friends, Thanks for sharing all the good and bad times together which i will never forget n lastly to you, Thanks for making my life containing with such beautiful memories which is something that can never be replace. To all the people out there, if you are in love, it comes in many forms n if the more painful you feel, its because you have love the person more than yourself. So guys, treasure girls like them or you will end up like me.
