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LiViNg In A WoRlD Of My OwN

Monday, January 31, 2005, 9:10 PM

Finally today i have figure it all out. for the past few days i have been living in my own world. a world that nobody can enter a inner world of me. i feel very carefree in this way. a feel that i have nv ever felt before. i have thrown away everything my feelings n even somebody closest to me n that my god sis. i threw her away is becuz i cant give her wad she wants. all she need is somebody who care for her somebody to take care of her but now, i cant do it anymore cuz i living in a world of my own. a world which have no feelings. i cannot be so selfish to drag a innocent girl into my own world. so i decided to let her go, let somebody else take care of her. so now finally its only left u n me, my blog to share the inner world of me. nobody else except me n this blog. n from today onwards i shall rely on nobody anymore cuz i dun wishto be a burden to anybody else. i really wanna live in a world of my own. just my own world n live my own life. make sure that nobody can get into my inner world to change my whole life.