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Monday, January 10, 2005, 10:22 PM

I HATE MYSELF!!! i dunno why? its has been so long already and still i cant forget you. why? its killing me when i cant be with you. if only i have a chance to turn back time, i would turn back time n go back to your face n ask u to come back to my side but its all too late now. haiz...wad else can i say or do to make u come back to my side becuz i really need u at this moment. i have quit prefect, quit everything n keep myself occupied with activity n school works to forget you but when it come to night time, i cant help but to think of you. so is there anyway i can forget you cuz i cant take it anymore! i wanna release myself from this torture, i dun wanna be kept down anymore. pls somebody out there, help me out cuz nobody can hear my inner scream for help. if only somebody could be there for me all the time n help me forget you. im so tired to be thinking of you so if only you could come back to my side. here im begging for a miracle to happen so i could be back by your side. will you come back if only something happen to me? if only you would ='( haiz.....