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It's really been awhile...
I have ORD-ed Blog =)
Been months since i last wrote on you
Just a slight update about myself
Has started working in Malaysia
Came as expected, A new start for myself
By the way its already 2012...time flies Blog
Tons of things that i wanna jot down here
So please bear with me for the pain on you Blog =)
There is alot of people i believe i should really be brave enough to apologize to

Yvonne Neo Yi Wen - I'm glad you have found your partner. I always thought i would be the one standing beside you though but well i got held back by showing my own feelings even though i knew you were waiting for me. I'm sorry but aleast i know your happy now. That's all it matters! Do take care because i doubt we will be talking anymore until we cease from this world. Do take care my friend! Your one of my greatest regrets in life

Janet Lim Jing Qi - It's been a fun journey since 2009 knowing you. Full of ups and downs though. Thanks for bring me into this other side of the world that i have never been. Rather the reality world which i never knew. I know you treasure our friendship, so do I, honestly. But i just couldn't bring myself to face you to remind myself of how my life would be if i was matured to face you when things were really good. I got greedy and blinded. I shouldn't have do so much things to cause so much misunderstanding. You found your happiness too...i'm glad for you too. So do take care my friend and may God bless you

Wong Lian Wei - I know i have been sarcastic with you alot, maybe u got abit pissed at me for it, but definitely you don't deserve my best when you can handle me at my worst! =P just kidding bro! you always been a great companion to me, a great adviser...I'm glad knowing you all these while. Thanks for staying by my side through all these period. Life just starting to get better, hang tight! You will make it someday!

Chia Yong Jie - You been a great friend bro! Always giving up yourself to others. A great leader and scarification piece you have been =)my ideal role model but i never make it...but i'm still trying though! I know you too well to be mention it all here, so if i ever get a chance, i'll let you know how great a person you are! Stay tuned!

Annabella Koh Chien Yi - There you go! You will always be my great sister! A person that really stayed till the end for me...you have no idea how grateful to you i am but words can never be enough Anna, so here i wanna say is...I Love You =) you will be the closest person i can ever have other than my family members and it will always be =) even the promised come through at the age of 29 because...i just know you and Sam will make a great couple =D nth will come across between you guys! So be faithful and be trustworthy! Time will prove everything about Sam, you know you picked the right choice =)

There is too many people i want to give thanks too, but then again, who will be reading this blog? so it shall be written here and done so. Why so? Because i have given lots of thoughts during these few months. Life ain't easy but we still have to struggle through it. 2012 is really a new start Kew Jun Jie!

Finally decided to leave most of my things behind and adventure out..but lucky me! i have many things people doesn't have! C.H.A.N.C.E.S i hope to get your support though i have lots of negative comments! But i will make it through and survive through those comments! Just watch it!

This is the last post i'm gonna write on you, Blog =)
I have decided to shut it down but not close it
Because someday, just maybe someday, i might just look back
And see, how much i have grown
From someone who doesn't know how to love and express himself
To someone who knows how to love and communicate his feelings to people that is important to him
Thanks for always being my "Angry Bin"
It Must Have Been Painful All These Years =)
I'll never forget this page, this link
The New Unknown Future, Here I Come! =D

The Song - "A Thousand Years" just keep on playing~
Its been awhile since i last felt so "EMO"
been busy with the ATEC evaluation i guess..
(NOW IS NOT THE TIME TO BE EMO-ING!!!)
1A is over...1B upcoming
But i cant help but realise how boring weekends can be for me
not boring...lonely shd be the correct words now
everything builds up from the PAST
again...PRIDE issue...i have change-D, mature-D
but it doesnt matter anymore
Friends is a big UNKNOWN to me now
what happen to the circle of friends i used to have?
i guess i fucked it up, a big fuck up
i nv ever though things would end up this way
im impulsive, aggressive, immatured or whatever ways you can put it
im done...im a NEW me
(SOUNDS FAMILIAR?)
just finish the movie "不能說的秘密"
realise that i just disappointed the person who i shdnt be
things were going perfect...i screwed it up
i was too greedy, wanting to have the best of both
but then i realise its never gonna be, i realise it too late
(WAY TOO LATE)
i shdnt have made those promises, those all talk no actions stuffs
i shdnt have promise you things i cldnt get it done
if i ever get the chance to speak to you, meet you
when i say "I'm Sorry"
do take me seriously...because...
i dont know when will i ever get the chance to speak to you again
shdnt have let all these happen, shdnt be distracted along the way
everything was so perfect at the point of time
i was blinded by my greediness....i shdnt have
i would give up anything to change the whole situation
even knowing you will never be mine =)
tkcr...you know i miss you all these while...
PRIDE...a heavy price to pay for eh...
But it is what it is that brought me to where I am today
Gain and Losses both I experience it
Privileges, power, trust and reputation are my gains
Bball and love are my losses
To balance them is hard...because the PRIDE stands so TALL
I have put down my pride for both losses
But still...its LOST =)
Both time I ask for slot to play, both time its failure
False hope given by best friend, came out to nth but my naïve thinking
I guess its really time to stop being naïve =)
I shd really take my time on bball to concentrate on others
Life has much more to offer then just exercising
Goodbye bball...u will just be a leisure n socializing circle in future

P.S. To Bring Me Down, You Have To Bring My Pride Down...

It's been awhile since I last felt so empty can't believe I used up my weekend to solve the 1000piece jigsaw puzzle. Oh well can't be help because I used to have this hobby right? Everyone is asleep now except for me. I guess I'm just hungry that's all...maybe there's more then that =) I don't know where to start off from anymore. Maybe it's just like the jigsaw puzzle I have been solving all these while...it's no longer the perfect picture I have in mind any longer...the pieces doesn't fit anymore. Sometimes jigsaw puzzle have missing pieces that make the picture imperfect. It's just happen to be the imperfect puzzle I have been solving since 2years back I believe. Maybe you are right, it ain't suppose to begin with. I thought I have left it back there and then but I guess its just like to lingers around. I ain't perfect, I guess I just miss you that's all. I believe I shouldn't be saying this too now...it's of no use...I should so a better deed by believe that not all puzzle is as beautiful as one fixes it. I screw up the pieces, it's shall be just it is...the other puzzle might just be the perfect story for you. The words, it just not the meaning I want to portray my meanings, I got desperate...I need a smoke...

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